Wednesday, April 8, 2009

今天的心情日记

已经是第三天了,
今天的心情就像是星期日说分手的心情。
一早醒来,很难过很难受,
我一点都放不下。
本来心情已经慢慢平复了,
不再想其它的东西,
但当我知道真相,我原来是很在意。
我的心很痛,因为它连续被摔了两次。
当我以为还能继续时,才知道原来真相是怎么一回事。
为什么要一再地骗我,一次就够了,
一次就已经能够让我遍体凌伤了。
我并不像我想象中地坚强,
我很难过,我在逃避,我在伪装自己。
很难受,很难受。。。


6 comments:

KS said...

hey, friend, everything is over. try don't think it anymore, i know now is hard to control, but i know, u can do it! :)

Christine Ho said...

I take a rough guess on the situation, but seriously, i dont know what happen to you and my brother.

Is it all over? no return? I try not to give pressure to you both.

But anything just let us know,me and my sister will always be there for you.

y3n k33 said...

KS: how long u take to forget sl?
i know i can do it. Just need time.

Christine: is over. i think is no return and dun1 give myself any hope that there will be any return.

KS said...

hmm.... if totally 4get sl, tat time i used half year more lo. sl consider my first love, so will use longer time lo. lolz

y3n k33 said...

hm....then i must faster than u...
haha....

KS said...

i oso hope u can faster than me :)